Happy New Year!!!

Hope everyone has an awesome New Year!!

Sad sad day.........

Today my bestest friend in the whole world is moving back to her home state. Being military makes it hard as it is to make friends. People are constantly coming in and out of your life. But when you find that one or a few that you make really good friends with and they become your second family it makes it even harder to say goodbye. I love going home on leave but I hate the leaving part. I was never good at saying goodbye.

But we are going to go to Tallahassee and look at Christmas lights. This is a tradition that we do with the kids each year. Hopefully it will help me get out of this mood..

Until next time.... Much love to you all.... XOXOXOXOXOXO

Just wanted.....

to wish you all a

Much love to you all!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Just want to.......

wish Neil and very Happy 13th Anniversary. Hard to believe it has been 13 years. I love you more and more everyday.

About that time.....

Hard to believe that Thanksgiving is this week coming. There are so many things that I am thankful for this year.  First thing I am thankful for is that I am back to my normal self. I still have back pain and what not but it is nothing like it was last year. Something else I am thankful for is my friendship with Crystal. She has shown me that there are people out there that you can count on. Not just when they want something or when it is convenient for them. I am thankful for my facebook Group Moody Buy Sell Trade. It has been like a part time job but I enjoy running it and I have met some wonderful ladies through it. I am thankful for my family each and every one of them. They mean so much to me and I love them all.

I am also thankful for the newest member of our family Georgia. Our American Bulldog mixed. She is so awesome with the kids. We have only had her a week but she has already took up with us.

Nothing else really going on. Neil goes the 1st for lasik on his eyes. I havent decided if I want to get it done or not. I will see how it goes with him.

We hope that everyone has a great Thanksgiving. We will be spending it with the Landreths. Much love to you all!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO

A whole new blog....

I am going to be redoing this blog. I am going to try my best to update it daily. Sometimes it is hard to do because I may not feel like doing it. But I am going to try and keep it up better then I have in the past. So here is a new post so to say.

At the end of Sept we went to the Halloween party at Disney World. Anyone that knows us knows that we LOVE Disney World. So here is some pics from that trip.

The Lords Blessings.....

The newest member of our family 2012 Dodge Journey. The van was starting to give us problems so we decided to trade it in. We got it at a good price and our payments are the same as the van. Here are some pics...

He's Home!!!

Excited.......

Neil will be home in no time and not long after he gets home we are going to Disney World for their Halloween Party. This will make the second time that we have been to the Halloween Party. The best part about it is they way they celebrate it is more like a costume party and not Halloween. They dont have anything that is scary that is where the name Mickeys Not So Scary comes from. The kids are going to be pirates and Neil and I are just going to wear shirts that I will make.

Forgiveness

This can be a hard word for some people. I know that it has been for me. There are a few people that I have wanted to forgive but it is hard for me to. I feel they have hurt me so bad that I just cant. But I have decided that now is the time to forgive and forget. What does God do when you ask him for forgiveness? He forgives and forgets. So to all that has hurt me in some way I forgive you. 

Updates:.....

Well, lets see Chris has been in school for 2 weeks now. He is doing great and he is really learning. He surprises me everyday with what he knows. Here are a few pics from his first day.

Miss Haylee is lost without her Bubby at home. But I try and keep her busy and we have that Momma (this is what her and Chris both call me) and me time. Once my friend Crystal and her kids come back down that will give us both someone to hang with. Here are a few pics of her.

Neil, has left for another TDY. Only going to be gone for a month so nothing major. I have already talked to him once. He let me know that they got there ok. He already misses us and we miss him as well. Hay has asked all day where Daddy is and if he is at work. I said well in one way yeah he is at work. This is part of his job so he is at work. 

As for me I have come down with a cold. There is such a thing with miltary wives that we have what we call a TDY curse. There is also one for deployments. Its the if anything can go wrong it will go wrong and while they are gone. Well, here he hasnt even been gone a day and I am sick. That is ok nothing I cant handle. And the kids have been great. Plus we have something to look forward to. As soon as Neil gets back we are going to Disney World for their Halloween Party. The kids are all excited and so am I. We are also planning another trip in Feb. The kids have decided that they want to be a Pirate and Pirate Princess for the party. I am making Neil and I tshirts. 

Well, that is about it for now. I just finished stir fry for supper so we are gonna feed our faces. Until next time... Much love to you all....XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

The Day Has Come........

tomorrow is Chris' first day of school. We went and met his teacher today and she is real sweet. He is real excited to go but he said he was going to miss me. I about broke down a few times and he even asked me once if I was crying. He is so sweet and thoughtful. I had to fill out a load of paperwork and I loaded his meal account. You can pay it online and then just refill it as needed. SO much better then sending the money to school with him and worry about him losing it.

Here is another project that I have been working on. I am making Hay Tutus.

And here is a pic of little Trixie. I cant tell if she has growed or not but she sure does eat. 

Until next time... Much love to you all.....XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Just want to......

wish my Momma a very Happy Birthday!!!!! I love you so much and hope that you have a very blessed day. The kids also want to say Happy Bday to the best Mamaw in the world... We all love you!!!!!!

Thank goodness for coupons.......

I have been able to find all kinds of retail coupons that I can use tomorrow. I love to shop but even more when I can save money. I am hoping to find both Chris and Hay alot of clothes. 


We are also thinking of getting another turtle. I think Trixie is a little lonely. We havent fully decided yet. She is so easy to take care so it isnt like it is a big burden. She can do some of the cutest things. Although yesterday I went to check on her and she was laying on her back. It scared me because I thought she was dead. But nope she was just lounging like that. We are going to get her a cave because she now tries and gets behind the filter. I have read they like a dark place to sleep. 


Well, one week from tomorrow Chris starts a new chapter in his life. He is really looking forward to it. I however am not. I thought sending him to preschool was hard. We go and meet his teacher next Thursday. I pretty much have all his school supplies. There are a few things that I still need to get. 


Our neighbors are SO weird. If we are outside and they go by they stare at us like we are aliens. While we were home on leave we had a guy that Neil works with come out and mow the grass. And he told Neil that they watched him the whole time he was mowing it. We have traffic circles here in housing and one day I went to check the mail and I was in the circle. Whoever is in the circle has the right away. And he about ran right into me. He acted like he didnt even see me. Another thing when he mows his grass he mows it in patches. I am surprised they havent gotten wrote up for it. So yeah they are weird. I have met a few weird people while we have been here. 


Well, that is all the updates for now. Much love to you all....XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I am.........

creative.....lol I have been wanting to start doing crafts and trying to fiure out what I wanted to do has been hard. Until I came across a few videos on youtube. I had once saw a lady post a blog about redoing those white huggies wipes case. She took fabric and some ribbon and made it look all fancy. I always carry one of them in my purse or whatever bag I may be carrying at the time. I almost ended up buying one that was already made and I thought why do that when I could probably just do it myself. And sure enough I got on youtube found a tutorial and ran to Walmart and got a few supplies and here are the results....

For it being my first time making them I think they came out pretty good. My next project is making tutus. I am so excited about making Hay these. She is really starting to get into the girly stuff. I am gonna make our niece one also. I am also gonna try my hand at making photo albums. My sister is real good at making them so I want to try. 


Well, in one week and 4 days my little Bubbers will be a Kindergartner. I am going to go this weekend and get all his school clothes and supplies. I cant wait just wish I had a shopping buddy. It makes it more fun then having to go by yourself. Since Neil is off on Friday and that is payday I guess that is when I will go. Gotta see where the good sales are going on. I have a coupon for the Childrens Place so I will start there. 


That is about it for now. Neil, went today to get checked to see if he qualifies to get that corrective eye surgery. I have decided that I will just stick to my contacts....lol 


Until next time........Much love to you all.....XOXOXOXOXO

Tired of this heat......

We have been here 6 years and we are ready to move. Neil, has out in for BOP again and I am so hoping that we get orders out of here. In case you dont know what BOP means it is base of preference. Things are just different then from when we moved here. And the heat is getting to us. You would think that we would be use to it by now but man who could.

Neil, will be going on a TDY here in a couple months. That will be good for him to get away for awhile. He is always under stress here. At least he doesnt have to worry about his PT test for awhile. So that is one less stress.

The kids are doing great. Growing like no other. Chris starts school the 5th so we are going the 1st for school clothes. I still cant believe I am saying that but it is true.

As for me I am still doing my couponing. It has become my little hobby. I have recruited alot of ladies and they are doing well.

Well, that is about all for now. Until next time.. Much love to you all!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

It has been a while.....

I dont know why I cant remember to update this thing. 


The kids and I came back from Ky early since Neil was able to take leave earlier then we thought. He decided that he wanted to surprise us and didnt inform us that he was coming in earlier then planned. It was a nice surprise but it did cut our trip short by a few weeks. But I did get to do the main thing I went in for and that was Courtneys graduation. 


Neil, the kids and I went to Orlando this weekend. We had a real good time and just enjoyed ourselves. We didnt have any set plans which was nice. I did get to go to the Vera Bradley outlet store which was awesome. I LOVE her purses. We also drove past the courthouse where the Casey Anthony trial is going on. There were a ton of news people parked around the courthouse. If she truly did it I hope that she doesnt get off. Then we drove to Daytona and went to the beach for a little while. Then we found our newest member of our family. As soon as I saw them I had to have one. They were so small and cute. So we decided to get one and make it a member of our family. So here she is Miss Trixie....

And what is so funny is that Neil has already fell in love with her. He may act all big and stuff but he is a real softy. Not long after Neil and I got married we got a guinea pig. I wanted one after I had watched the movie Dr Doolittle. I do believe that Chris Rock voiced that one. Anyways we had him for awhile but one day after we had moved to Utah we had been out and came back in and we found him laying on the floor passed away. I was sad to see that he had died but when I looked over at Neil he was actually crying. He might would never admit it but I thought that it was sweet that even though Roks was mine he cried over him. It also broke his heart that we had to put him in the dumpster because there was no where to take him to bury him. But anyways there she is and  we all love her already. 

Haylee turned 3 last month. It is hard for me to believe it but she is 3. We had 2 parties for her while we were at home. One with Neils family and then Mom and I took her and celebrated at Gattis. If you arent sure what this place is it is somewhat like Chuck E Cheese. When we took Chris for his bday she said that she wanted to go for hers. Well, we werent around where a Chuck E Cheese was so this was the next best thing. 

Chris starts school the 5th of Aug. We got an invite for open house at his school so we can meet his teacher. He is really looking forward to it. Not sure yet if he will ride the bus or not. I am not crazy about him being on a bus but I know that he wants to ride it. 

Well, I will end this for now. I am gonna try my best to update this more then I do.

Much love to you all!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO

Home!!!!

The kids and I are in Ky and have been for about a week now. My Mom had came and visited us down in Ga and while there I decided I wanted to come home for a little while. My main reason was my oldest niece Court is graduating from high school and I wanted to be there but the only way was to come in earlier then we had planned. Neil couldnt get the leave for when I needed to be here. So the kids and I came back with Mom and Neil will be joining us later. 


Neil, has been killing himself getting ready for his PT test this morning. They actually rescheduled it on him once because he had to run on the inside track due to his asthma. So he went and tried running on the outside track just to see if he could do it and he could so he rescheduled with the outside track. His goal was to get a 90% so he doesnt have to take it again for another year. That would be good because he drives me crazy when he is getting ready for this test....lol But anyways he took it at 5:00 this morning and he let me know that he passed with a 90%. I am so PROUD of him and all his hard work paid off. Although I think he was about to die running outside....lol But at least that is over and he can come in and enjoy himself. And enjoy some good ol southern food. 


May drive over to the lake today and use my new camera. Get a loaf of bread and feed the duckies. Until next time. 


Much love to you all..........XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Trying something different.....

I am using my cell to type this. I have moved up in the world and now have a smartphone. You can do so much on this thing it is so cool. I only pay 25 a month for service and I get unlimited internet and text and 300 mins which is more then enough. but anyways I wanted to try it this way. 

Took the kids to a Easter egg hunt that one of the kids that Chris goes to school with was having. The kids had so much fun. Hay wasnt sure what to do so I had to help her a little. Chris found 30 eggs which was real good. We are going to church tomorrow and I am really looking forward to it.

I go Monday to have 2 teeth removed. I am so not looking forward to that. Mom is going with me and Neil is taking Chris to school. If I keep going I wont have any teeth left...lol 

Well, that is it for now. Gotta get some sleep. Much love to you all.XOXOXO

Mother/Daughter Trip 2011

Mom the kids and I are in Orlando for a 4 day weekend. We came down today and went to the Outlet Mall and did a little exploring. We are going to the Holyland Experience tomorrow and spend the day. We are really looking forward to going and seeing this wonderful place. We have heard and read good reviews on it. We had dinner at Golden Corral and then went and walked around the area where our hotel is. I really miss Neil but he gets some time to himself to enjoy. More to come tomorrow.

My.....

Momma is on her way. I hope and pray she has safe travels. I really need her company to keep me busy. Ever since Crystal and Ashley left I have no one to hang out with. Neil is so involved with going to the gym to make sure he passes his PT test he has no time for anything else. I have never seen someone so dedicated. If I could be more like him I would def not gain any of the weight back that I lost. I am doing good about keeping it off. I am down 6 sizes and of course none of my clothes fit anymore. I am to afraid to buy any new clothes afraid to jinx myself....lol


Chris, is at school and I have to go get him here in a little bit. He was a little sad when I told him that Mamaw wouldnt be here when he got home that it would be later tonight. I might let him stay up so he can see her when she gets here as long as it isnt to late. I have to make a run to the BX and pick up a few things. Debating on going before I go pick him up or after. I will probably just wait until after. I would get the stuff at the commissary but it isnt open on Mondays. I wish that it was closed on Sundays instead.


Well, gonna go. Gotta get cleaned up and get ready to go get Bub. I have been working getting this house cleaned. The kids have been helping me since I have been having alot of back pain. They are so sweet wanting to help Mommy. Gotta love them.


Until next time.... Much love to you all....XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

So excited!!!

My momma is coming down tomorrow and we are so excited to see her. Then her the kids and me are going to Orlando nest weekend to the Holy Land Experience. I am so looking forward to that. I will have to take Chris out of school but the school year is almost over. The kids are so excited and have counted down the days until she gets here.


I started seeing my Therapist this past week. And I have to say she is AWESOME!!!! If you are wondering why I am seeing one.. Well no it isnt because I have went crazy. Just like I told Neil just because a person sees a therapist doesnt mean you are nuts. I see her because my doctor wanted me to for my anxiety. I had a bad first of the year last year with the miscarriage. And I think that is what led up to the anxiety or triggered it. When I had the first miscarriage I went into a depression. I locked myself up in our room and that was were I stayed. I hated going out because of course being on a military base there were pregnant women everywhere. And I am not exaggerating. I would get so down that I just wanted to go home. I couldnt understand why it was so easy for some to get pregnant and so hard for me. I had never felt so alone in my life. Neil wasnt there for me because he couldnt understand what I was going through. And my family was back in the states. I had no friends in Germany at that time because we hadnt been there that long. And then I felt the same way this time. The only thing that helped was Chris and Haylee. But even then there were nights I would just sit and cry. I couldnt understand why yet again this was happening. And yes my family was there for me but there is only so much they can do when they are in another state. I remember watching the episode of Army Wives where one of the characters goes through a miscarriage and how her friends came together and supported her and was there for her. That is the way it is suppose to be. But I have never had close friends since Neil joined. Some I thought were but later found out they werent. I do feel I have found a friend who I can count on. And I will be glad when she gets back here. We are planning a trip to Disney with her and her family later this year. So that gives me something to look forward to. Because you all know how much I LOVE Disney....lol But anyways I think that is what brought on the anxiety or triggered it. 


Sorry it just seems since all this has happened I have figured out who some people really are. And if I wasnt so nice and polite I might would tell them a ear full......lol I have learned it isnt good to keep everything inside. But if I let some things out some people wouldnt like it. Oh wow there I go again going to get off my soapbox now.....LOL


Ok so lets see...... Chris goes back to school tomorrow he has been on Spring Break this week. I will miss not having him at home. And I am sure Hay will be lonely again. He is so smart and silly. He can say some of the funniest things. He is learning to write and read and stuff. He doesnt want to grip a pencil. I am not sure if he is afraid he will break it or what. He has no problems holding on to other things. He is getting better at it though. 


Hay is doing great. She talks up a storm and half the time I am not sure what she is talking about. She is potty training and doing good. I am not rushing her just letting her go at her own pace. I have her stocked up on pullups for awhile so it is nice not having to buy them at all. I am hoping to have her fully trained by the time I would need to buy some. I dont buy into the whole having them trained by 2. Not every child is the same so when one might be trained by that age another might not. I learned that with Chris. 


Neil, is the same ole same ole working his butt off. He will be glad when the guys that just got back come back to work. They are kinda short handed and it makes it hard on him. Plus he is in a new shop so he is trying to learn the job. But he is getting there and it doesnt take him long to learn. 


As for me I am going this week to get registered for school. I have put it off long enough but not because I wanted to. I am not sure when the next semester starts. I am gonna take night classes so Neil can keep the kids. I want to get my nursing degree before Neil retires....lol Hard to believe he only has 8 more years. I think he said the other day it was under 3000 days. I still do my coupons and have my stockpile built up. I am up to saving over 100.00 on my grocery bill now. 


I think that about covers it. Just really looking forward to seeing my Momma. I havent seen her in almost a year. I have been sick she has been sick so it has been hard for us to get to see each other. But I will go for now. I will try and update this thing more. I just cant never remember to get on here unless I get something on my mind. 


So until next time....... Much love to you all.....XOXOXOXOXOXO

Some videos that I found......

Wow.......

has it been awhile since I have updated this thing. I honestly just forget about it and most things I post on facebook. But I know some that read this are not on facebook. Let me see if I can get everyone up to date on everything.

Chris has started pre k and has been for his first week. He loves it and always is excited when he gets to go back. He is gone from 8-3 and I take him and go pick him up. It is odd when Hay asks wheres Bubby and I tell her he is at school. I really miss him but it gives me that time with Hay and I am able to get alot of my errands done during the week.

We also got to go to Sea World last weekend with our good friends the Landreths. And we had an awesome time with them and their kids. Another couple was going but because we didnt know if the guys had to work it didnt work out for us to go with them. But they got to go on their own and had a good time also and I am really glad. And since we didnt get to go to Disney this month we are planning a trip with the Landreths for Nov-Dec. I am really looking forward to that because any one that knows me knows that Disney is my favorite place. 

Well, gonna go for now. Much love to you all......XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Got to thinking......

about alot of things actually. 


When you are a military wife it is hard to make friends. You move all over the place and if you dont work it is even harder. Being a military wife you need people to step in for your family. Alot of the times we get stationed where family cant come visit may it be because of financial reasons or maybe because they have to fly. So we need to surround ourselves with people who we can lean on and trust. I try to be that way with people I meet. I feel I am there for them in anyway they need me and in return I dont get the same treatment. This past year has showed me that. But through it I have met some awesome ladies who I feel I can count on. They are my coupon ladies...lol It has made me more cautious though when making friends but I will not change who I am. I like to help people in any way I can. I have always been that way. I often wonder if it is because I dont drink and party and all that. I was never one that got into that. I dont know I guess I am better off without those people in my life. 


I took Chris yesterday and got him registered for school. He will be our big Kindergardner in the fall. That will only leave Hay and me here. He is really looking forward to going. We were going to homeschool them but Chris really wants to go to school. So we are going to see how this year goes. How he does and if he will truly like it. I will miss him something awful but it will be good on him. Then I will have 2 years with Hay before she starts. Which I had 2 years with Chris before I had her.  That is why I am glad we had them 2 years apart. I can also start on my schooling which I cant wait to start. Get that out of the way and when Neil retires I can work fulltime. 


Our trip to Disney had to be postponed. Neil isnt able to take leave since there is so much going on. That is ok the weather is not all that warm right now. And I would rather wait until a little later anyways. We are going to Downtown Disney with some friends of ours later this month. That is how we get our Disney fix until we can actually go. 


My heart is breaking for some friends of mine. There were 2 friends from back home that lost their babies. One was 30 some weeks along and the other was 20. Suffering a loss like that is so devastating. I have lost 3 babies but they were early on which I thought was hard. But I could not even imagine what these ladies have went through. To carry your baby for that long feeling it move and hearing its heart beating and then to find out the baby didnt make it. It is something that I will never understand. How women who dont deserve or want to be pregnant and can get pregnant at the drop of a hat and have no problems. Then the ones that desire a child so bad cant have kids or they lose them. Losing a child is not something I would wish on my worst enemy. 


These were just some things that have been on my mind. Much Love to you All.......XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I know I am bad...

at remembering to update this blog. I get so much on my mind that I just dont think to write anything until I am going to bed.


I am doing ok after my surgery. It has been 3 weeks now and sadly I dont think that was what was causing my problem. I am not sure what the deal is. I do know that my case is being looked at my the Medical Chief since it doesnt seem like my PCM is getting anything done. It is so aggrevating to have something going on and no one can tell you what it is. I feel I should go on that show Medical Mystery. I am able to eat alot more then I was before so that is a plus.


I have met some really nice ladies who are also military wives. We are having a coupon party tomorrow at one of the girls house. I am really looking forward to it. Plus there will be alot of kids so Chris and Haylee will have playmates. Some of the girls just moved here and was really wanting to get into couponing. So they were wanting me to share some of my tips. I am willing to help anyone who really wants to learn.


Going to close for now. Much love to you all.......XOXOXOXOXOXO

Oh how I hate....

exercises with a passion. Neil's schedule gets messed up and I have errands to run and cant because he sleeps all day and then is gone all night. But since I cant sleep well at night it gives me a chance to get my coupon binder and stuff in order. That is when I work the best since the kids are asleep. I have had alot of ladies ask me about my binder and how I save so much money that I put pictures of my binder on my facebook page. I am by no means an expert at using coupons but I have taught myself a pretty good lot. 


Well, the exercise is finally over and I have my husband back. I know it could be worse he could be deployed but I do miss him not being here of a night. He is off today which gives him a 4 day weekend. Haylee and I are going later today with Miss Ashley and little Gracie for a girls day out. It has been awhile since I have had a girls day. I am also gonna help her learn how to shop at Rite Aid and so forth. I am really looking forward to it. Plus I will be looking for Haylee a bedding set. We have just decided to put her in the twin bed. So I am gonna let her pick out her bedding set. I was able to get us signed up for the Heroes at Home program with Sears this year so we were blessed with almost 200.00 in gift cards. So that is what I am gonna use. 


Well, I am gonna close for now. Gonna try and get me some sleep. Much Love To You All......XOXOXOXOXOXO

Well....

I dont want to jinx it but I think that I am feeling better then I did before I had the surgery. I have been able to eat more then what I was eating and things that I couldnt eat before. I go back tomorrow for my follow up with the surgeon and he should take me off restrictions. I do still have some tenderness but nothing like it was. And the stitches are almost all dissolved.


Neil is still working 12 hour shifts this week plus he is on nights. I hate when he works nights it seems I cant sleep. He is suppose to get off early tonight since he has to keep the kids tomorrow so I can go to my appt.


I cant believe that in 3 months my baby boy will be 5. Neil and I have decided that we will homeschool the kids. I feel alot better with that decision. Speaking of he is still wide awake which is ok he is good company.


Gonna cut this one short. Much Love To You All....................XOXOXOXOXOXO

Yes I am still alive.....

Well, for some reason the internet is not working so I am using Wordpad to write this on then when I get it to working I will copy and paste this to my blog. I have to say the internet has me puzzled as to why it isnt working. Everything is on and we are getting a signal. So I am hoping that it is back on in the morning. I am finally almost recovered from my surgery. And in good timing since Neil goes back to work. But Ashley said she would help as much as should could with the kids this week coming. I dont know what I would have done without her this past Monday. She kept the kids for us so Neil could be with me during my surgery. I didnt have to worry about them and they did real good for her. 


I am really hoping that we find out this week if we got orders. I guess when you do a BOP they only go over them a certain time of the month. I have never in my life heard of something so complicated. I am just ready for orders out of here so we can start fresh. I have discovered a few things but I wont mention them here. Just some life lessons that I will use from now on. I have also learned not to put myself out there so much. Alot of the times I just get burned. I am the type of person that I will do anything for a person even more so for someone that I call a friend. But I dont always get that in return. And I have discovered that this past year. 


Well, I am still planning our 2011 and 6th trip to our fav place in the world. Neil, has already put in his leave. Once we get our taxes we will get the tickets and I will book our room. We will be staying at Pop Century again since that is our favorite resort. I am determined to go no matter how I feel. But I am praying that I feel 100% better or at least close. I know I keep mentioning this but after the year that I have had this is just something that I am really looking forward to. 


I didnt take a pain pill today but I sure feel like I did. I am real tired but am hoping I am back on a normal sleep schedule now. I hate always being the last one awake of a night. It is so lonley even though Neil and the kids are here with me. 


Well, I am gonna close this one out. Much love to you all..........XOXOXOXOXOXO

Ok......

the Holidays are finally over. I hope that everyone had a good Christmas and New Year. I was thankful to have Neil with us this year. My prayers and thoughts went to the ones overseas away from their families. We got to open our gifts with my family even though we didnt get to go home. I am very grateful to whoever came up with the webcam. It was great getting to see them and share that with them. I almost thought we wouldnt get to because the kids and Neil were sick. Which Neil was still sick so he didnt get to participate.


I go on Monday and have my gallbladder taken out. I am a little nervous because I do not like being put out at all. Neil, is off so he will take care of the kids and stuff next week. Miss Ashley a friend of mine has kindly said she will watch the kids for us. Which takes a load off my mind since I wasnt sure what we would do with them. They would have been tired from having to get up so early and cranky and Neil doesnt handle that well so he would have ended up leaving and taking them home. Plus she lives in base housing so we dont have that far to take them. And she has a little girl for them to play with. Haylee will love that having another little girl to play with. I just pray that this is it the answer to all my prayers.


We are planning our next trip to Disney. We are hoping to get to go in Feb. We want to try and go one more time in case we get orders. Which we will know by then hopefully. I keep hearing we will know by this date and this date. So I am not holding my breath. Neil, has no doubt that we will get orders. When we get them is another story.


Happy New Year!!!!! Much love to you all.....XOXOXOXOXOXOXO