Trying to think......

of a title is hard. I have read alot of blogs and some can come up with catchy titles. I am just not that creative I guess when it comes to that. 
Well, I found out that I will need to go ahead and have the gallbladder surgery. I am waiting on my referral to the surgeon so I can go and talk with him and get it set up. I sure wish my Momma could be here with me but I understand why she cant be. Hopefully Neil can handle the kids all by himself while I am laid up for a few days..lol I am hoping to get in soon and get it done. I just want it over with and see if it will help me feel any better. 
I hope that everyone is ready for Christmas. I cannot believe that it is next weekend. I in a way will be glad for this year to be over. This was the month that we found out we were expecting our 3rd and could have been our 4th child. I was so excited and never thought that it would have turned out the way it did. I will never understand why some women suffer miscarriages. What is more crazy is when you have had two healthy babies and have one. My doctor couldnt understand that either. A part of me would love to have another child because I cannot say that I feel I am done having kids. But the other part of me is scared out of my mind fearing losing another child. I would never even consider it until I know what is fully going on with me. That would just be dumb to take that risk and not fully knowing what is going on. It is in Gods hands whatever is in his plans will be. 


I was just reading on facebook that there is a gunman loose on Pope AFB. Apparently there were shots fired in base housing. They have the base on lock down. Please keep them in your prayers. This hits to close to home for me since we live on base. I guess you cant be safe anywhere now adays. 


Well, I will close for now. I am gonna get our Christmas cards done and hopefully have them mailed out soon. If everyone can send me their address if you want one so I have it. It seems every year I misplace addresses. I will try and not lose them this time. I blame alot of it on the moving. 


Much love to you all................XOXOXOXOXOXO